prayer's for me please

This next month im not sure if i will cope , many of you know my marrage
ended 4 months ago after 20 years im coping pretty well and seem to be a lot happier but this comming month i just need a little support
Today 12 months ago my dad had his leg of due to the evil cancer he went through hell for a few weeks before he finally gave up and passed away 23rd July
Im feeling so alone and angry with God i have shouted at him so many times i hated that he took my dad a man who i adored and never did any wrong towards anyone in his life , the suffering he went through the pain and hurt he showed in his eye's i remember it as if it was yesterday, they say you learn to live with it but im not i still talk to him and want him back my heart is hurting right now because this day was the beginning of many sad days i just want him home he should never have had to go through all the pain he went through i miss him so much so parting with my husband was a piece of cake to losing my darling dad but i have no one here to hold me or share my tears with im sat here crying now alone and hating the world .
My mum is broken and im not able to chat to her i just need a warm hand to help me through this difficult time, you where just the best of friends when my dad passed and you where there for me all through it can you please please just be here if i need to vent or cry if i cna add my thoughts that will help but i dotn want to upset anyone of you because your my friends xx
love and hugs val xxx

val, i am here for you hun if you need me your are in my thoughts pleases takecare hun xxx

prayers are in order for you to Val. Hugs, Margie